Saturday, May 10, 2008

Happy Mother's Day!

Before I was a Mom I made and ate hot meals.
I had unstained clothing.
I had quiet conversations on the phone.

Before I was a Mom I slept as late as I wanted.
And never worried about how late I got into bed.
I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.

Before I was Mom I cleaned my house each day.
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to lullabies.

Before I was a Mom I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom I had never been puked on, pooped on, spit on, peed on, or pinched by tiny fingers.
Before I was a Mom I had complete control of my mind, my thoughts, my body and all my feelings.
I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a Mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important.

Before I was a Mom I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was OK.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much......
......before I was a Mom.

...Author Unknown


I love being "Mommy." I love the miracle of a baby growing inside me, & meeting that little one for the first time. I love caring for my babies, cooking their favorite foods, tucking them into bed, seeing them discover and explore new things. I love reading books and kissing boo-boos. And even though there are occasional days like this past Thursday (when Ryan got home from work I told him I was considering running away and joining up with a band of gypsies!), I still wouldn't trade my life for anybody else's in the whole world. I am so thankful to God for making me a mommy and for the husband and 2 sons he has blessed me with!

3 comments:

The Jackson's Journey said...

Very sweet and true.

Grandpa and Grams said...

Happy Mothers Day Jessica. There's nothing more to say after that.
Love,
Dad

Grandpa and Grams said...

Happy Mothers Day:):)
As the boys get older your heart fills more and more with all kinds of Love and then they grow up and move away and give you Grandchildren and then an all new Love begins. I Thank You for being a great daughter and for giving me two grandsons to Love. You are a good mom.
Love, Mom